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new [11 Jan 2006|09:42pm] new camera, new photos<3 s my d?

[10 Jan 2006|11:20am] i miss my boy. he left to go to florida yesterday, and im not used to not seeing him everyday :(. s my d?

[06 Jan 2006|03:02am] well now its pretty much final. i found the one person that makes me feel "right" so to say. i just want to have him close to me all the time. it will happen soon.<3 i love my boyface. (williammmm) if you didnt know. s my d?

[01 Jan 2006|01:00pm] there were many more good times. but i didnt have pictures. 3 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[06 Dec 2005|12:36pm] i am so confused, i need to talk to someone. i dont know s my d?

[25 Nov 2005|11:00am] hey mother fuckers its my birthday! 3 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[20 Nov 2005|08:19pm] well lately i've been good. my birthday is the 25th. the day after thanksgiving. ill be 17. sick shit i suppose. theres so many things i want to do and get accomplished. and i am working on them so hard. first is to get my license, after that a job and school. school as in college. its kind of funny that the one person i see the most i just want to see more, but its not possible because we spend almost every minute we can together in between his school and work and my drivers ed. i know i am in love with william, because if i wasnt i wouldnt miss him all the time and i wouldnt spend every minute i could with him. he finishes school soon, i hope we go to the same college, that would be awesome. theres so much i want that i dont have yet, hopes, dreams everything. but im trying. trying is new for me. thats about it. love, lindsey 2 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[04 Nov 2005|08:16pm] congradulations lindsey, you just cried for no reason at all. your going crazy. yay s my d?

love. [03 Nov 2005|01:04am] [ mood | loved ] i eat liars: i love you -------------------------------------------------- i eat liars: I love you so much i eat liars: and I just want you to know im here for you -------------------------------------------------- i eat liars: lindsey I love you please try to be nice -------------------------------------------------- i eat liars: I love you. I know I keep saying it but sometimes I feel like I dont say it enough -------------------------------------------------- i eat liars: I want to make you better i eat liars: I love you so much ------------------------------------------------- i eat liars: i love you lindsey ------------------------------------------------- i eat liars: i love you and only you i eat liars: and I dont need anyone else ------------------------------------------------- i eat liars: i want to be with you forever i eat liars: and if im not with you i eat liars: its not worth being here i eat liars: and thats all there is ------------------------------------------------ i eat liars: i love you to death i eat liars: i love everything about you ----------------------------------------------- i eat liars: i love you so much ---------------------------------------------- (this was all in one conversation) If you and I arent love, I dont know what we are. We are more than love, no one can possibly love you like I can, no one could love me like you do. "I just wish I made you happy, I wish we were closer, I wish so many things" --- You do make me happy, I want to be as close to you as i possibly can, I wish I could make all your wishes come true. I love you more than anything, you are the one person I can honestly say that to. I love you and I mean it. You make me happy when we are together, Im sad when we arent together, Im jealous when I can be with you and other people can. I miss you when you are at school and work. All I can do is wait for you, because I just want to be with you. I love you. 2 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[01 Nov 2005|08:58pm] i dont know if i should be saying this, i dont know if i should feel this but... i miss everything. i miss how things were and i miss my friends. i miss everything about the summer, and how i could do a lot of things. i miss being naive. i miss being me. im still naive but not as naive as i used to be. i want to feel young again. i dont want to be selfish anymore. and i just want to have fun. but not to make it seem like i dont like things now because i do. i love william, and i love what i have with him now. but... theres always buts. 24 days. 2 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[28 Oct 2005|12:18am] i love william more than anything. he means so much to me. i think after tonight we are so much closer.<3 s my d?

[22 Oct 2005|10:52am] I've been observing a lot lately, kids and teenagers mostly. It's funny how quick everyone trys to grow up, and the first thing everyone is trying to do is find love or just get laid... Or maybe it was the way people tried with me, when I in fact had a boyfriend. I don't know, people try too hard. Someone could also say that about me, but I think all my efforts worked out, because I am with William, and I love him more than anything. 2 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[22 Sep 2005|05:09pm] JANUARY: Being born in January straight-up means your the most good looking person possible. Youve also got the best personality (bar none) and am an absolute pleasure to be around. You are probably a massive Burzum fan, and more than likely have an a very attractive partner (or three!). It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection (that is better than anybody elses from any other month). YOu have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor yourself - hell! youve got the looks for it!!! You are definitly more metal than anyone born in February (especially Simon from Seventh Cross). MEEE ________________________________________________ FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. ________________________________________________ MARCH: Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody. _________________________________ APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. _________________________________ MAY: hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Totally BADASS. Best person you'll ever meet! _________________________________ JUNE: Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. _______________________________ JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Hot. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. _________________________________ AUGUST: outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisteroius. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to a special person. stubborn. courious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. _________________________________ SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. Sexy but has brains. _________________________________ OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart. _________________________________ NOVEMBER: Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Very skilled at making love. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Messy, playful, secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily but not very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest (wo)men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. ____________________________ DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Changing hold onto me! ya ya<3 4 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[16 Sep 2005|12:36pm] i am hurt. 2 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[14 Sep 2005|07:26pm] william came over today right after he got out of work and he gave me roses :) he told me they were for my teeth to get better and cause he loves me. so cute, i love that boy more than anything. he couldnt stay long seeming he had school soon. but it was the best 10 minutes in the past 2 days for me. s my d?

[13 Sep 2005|12:10pm] lately ive been getting these horrible panic attacks. i dont like them, because of course i panic. its not fun. and sometimes i go on rants and say stupid things. so im sorry mike! your the one that is always listening and trying to calm me down from these crazy panic attacks. that means alot to me. thanks i miss my boyfriend. i never get to see him. :( 1 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[05 Sep 2005|09:52pm] Dear Live Journal, I am so happy that I am not in school. I feel really content with myself, I feel content with losing, I feel content with going no where or doing nothing with my life right now, I feel content with being a 16 year old kid and doing what I want. Not to worry, Im not throwing my life away. I am getting a job so I can get money, find an apartment with a few people once I get some money together. Then I will go to college, and I will be happier than ever. On another note, I am glad Im getting a really good friend back. hopefully. Love, Lindsey s my d?

[03 Sep 2005|12:24am] Dear Live Journal, I am writing to you because I do not have any other form of comfortness right now, plus I dont know anyone that really cares or bothers to listen to me about now. As of late I feel like a shitty wreck of a person. I live my life day by day, thinking there isnt much more to look forward too because I care too much about whats going on around me and what I am doing. I keep myself occupied with stupid and reckless things. I am pretty much just like every other scum bag teenager that lives around here, or anywhere for a matter of fact. I dont think too much about my future when I really need to. I have to get my shit together and start my life. I need some sort of area or state to be in where I am motivated to do something. I am not a motivated person, I just lay back and let things happen. Im sick of it, but I am also too lazy to change. I am a self centered bitch, and I think that I should get everything my way. Thats how I have always been and it seems I will always be this way. I have changed since last year, Im changing everyday. I do things that I never thought I could or would do. I dont care about anyone else or there feelings when I do things. Call me careless or heartless, because in fact I know I am both. I feel like Ive been trying to get things together with my family and friends. I have not had any sucess in the area. I think I am growing away from some of my friends, because of my actions. I take full blame, but hey, if they were true friends they would still be there for me right? guess again. Everyone is too self centered for there own good, and it makes me want to vomit. I give up on friends and family. I give up on life. From now on I dont give a shit. I will live my life how I want it. I will try to get a job and get going with school, so I dont know how much I am going to need any drama in my life. Feel free to talk and maybe hang out with me, but I dont want to go get fucked up or do something that will possibly ruin my chances on having good things happen in my life. the end, Lindsey 3 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[31 Aug 2005|06:47pm] i love this boy, and i know this boy loves me. <3 1 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

[20 Aug 2005|11:39pm] im sort of pissed about how inconsiderate people are sometimes. 4 sucked dick for fun|s my d?

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